I had my new meeting with Lisbeth from the Commune today, which however was not as easy to do as you might think because I was tired and had no energy as usual to cycle the four kilometres there, and furthermore, my cycle continues to “jump in gears” maybe one hundred times on the way there making the ride very unpleasant, and yes, it is force of the Source making it or “spiritual darkness”, which is also a sign that I am so down that I really cannot continue my game, but still do because I have decided not to give up.
I had been encouraged for days to continue playing the game when meeting Lisbeth, so I had prepared to give her an “update since last” including the rejections from the Patient Board and “crazy Alex”, the psychiatrist, to withdraw his wrong “death-sentence” of me from 2012 (as “schizophrenic”/crazy), which I had decided to ask them to do because I do NOT like the “rehabilitation plan” that Lisbeth forces upon me because there is NOTHING to rehabilitate me from, which is such a humiliation of me, and my message to her, and everyone else, is that if it was not for my so called “caring sister” in 2008, who took me to meetings with our doctor and a psychiatrist in Hørsholm in 2008 (after I had presented my first book to her), I would NEVER have come in contact with the psychiatric system and NEVER received the sentence “crazy”, and I underlined this with the medical examination I went through in 2009 in order to be “hired” by the Lutheran World Federation in Geneva (to become a volunteer at the Dadaab refugee camp in Kenya!) as you can read about here https://stigdragholm.wordpress.com/normal-life/the-un-ngos-and-media-execute-the-poor/#Cold, which was “perfect” and also included an evaluation of my mental capacity as “normal” and “fit to work”, and the difference here is that they did not have my “worried sister” to influence them and also not access to my journal (“history”), which is what Alex Kørner had in 2012 and “the whole system” and then they do not have to think twice about this because then I am officially branded – or “stamped” as Lisbeth said with inspiration – which is how it works, and yes, it is almost impossible to have such a WRONG sentence lifted, and it took “no time” to get it with a superficial system knowing from their textbooks that “voices in the head” is the same as “schizophrenia”, but it is not, this is WRONG, and everyone would be able to tell if only they decided to read me carefully to understand, which is the difference, and if they cannot read, which goes for all of the system afterwards, they will all believe in this first judgement from 2008 that Stig is really crazy, thus not to be trusted, which is what drove the works for Sanna, this is what she wanted to “get rid of me” and receive the attention and faith of the world, and this is what she did for a long time without knowing about the effect of my writings, which succeeded to bring over the world elite to my advantage, but as you can tell, there are still many on the levels below, who believe that I am sick without understanding that they are to blame themselves for doing a poor work because of laziness, better-knowing ignorance or/and lack of time, and yes, you cannot decide on what is right and wrong without doing your work properly, as they did and continue to do with me, which is what the story of Benedikte the other day is example of, but this is how most people of today work, being superficial not doing your work good enough, and still most people believe that they do – including Lisbeth.
And Lisbeth again showed herself as example of a person have strong better-knowing ignorance, and yes, I gave her the paper below including examples of artists etc. receiving spiritual information as foundation of their work, who are seen as normal by all because they have not been in contact with the psychiatric system – if they had and they told them the truth of their experiences, they would all be branded “schizophrenic” (!) - and instead of understanding, Lisbeth continues to “not understanding”, this is how she (and many others) receives new information, it goes through her “negative filter”, so instead of accepting the message that these people are normal, as I (!), she concluded to herself that Leonard Cohen probably does not receive spiritual information because she has just read a biography on him saying that he has taken lots of drugs, which then must be the reason why, and yes, she does not have to go deeper in the lyrics than the examples I gave here also on Prince, David Bowie, Depeche Mode and Lars Hug because if she did, it would be easy for her to understand that they receive spiritual information as foundation of their work, and we know, she bases her opinion on far too less information, this is the sickness of the Devil. Can you want it any more clearly that this?
Lisbeth's filter/mind makes “excuses for herself” when handling my information because when I told her about how the doctors and the whole management of LWF in Geneva in 2009 saw me as normal, she concluded to herself that “a development may have happened since” (!), and yes, this is what she really said (!!!), and this is how it is all of the time with these people, they do all they can NOT to understand instead of simply understand, they cannot be trusted simply because they cannot understand. And if this makes me sad (?), yes, this is the ruin of the Devil, destroying people's ability to understand/communicate as the mean to end the world!
So the conclusion is that either Lisbeth is one giant fool (because of her inability to understand) or actor (because of what she knows), or both, which makes me very sad, this is how all people are (“more or less”), and they cannot and will not understand that they are.
And if you knew how much these meetings take out of energy from me – to prepare, go to, carry out and do this following script of – you would be surprised, I do not have energy to do this, but do because I am still playing the game giving all I have.
This became a long meeting of 1 hour and 20 minutes as you can listen to below, which was because of Lisbeth's comments and resistance to my story instead of just listening and deciding to take it in, which also meant that we did not get time to continue on her rehabilitation plan at all.