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plans take out the titanium mash and then when we uncover the implant, we'll do the last one that will be creating the vestibule. okay. you come along like you've had a lot of surgery. yeah. there's still another one to go after that. just for me, at least. yeah, i'll be happy with your smile with he's back at me till you take good care of her until then. remember not the anything after midnight. right. ok. yes. can have pizza and beer up to midnight, but night after that the what i got locked up last year for the times. it's pretty she had the baby
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boy like kind of like our hard man when i got home father. hello my dad very much. like i'm trying to same see news, a lot of people out of the windows and every time on and public. a lot of tv shake my head, my dads stuff,
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the ro definitely sees well as his role model wants to be like him in myers everything about his day. they're fine is really strong. the i know that will has been through a lot of things and i think he probably just said that he went to jail. he did sing years like that was probably just straight for yeah. did senior way for murder there, meeting him now. i was just like, well that was the past, but how did you overcome all day for judging for him? honestly, he's a strong mentally, strong to overcome all of the integers deal with in in come out
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a good person. the the when he 1st moved up here, if we had run a town or something really the front door wide open was ours. get in and out. we had no fears. dal changed pretty fast. of devices that helped me know what's going on around my place. 247, the cream triple errors. i know somebody who was around my house. i put up motion detectors. i'm not going to tell you where they're at. each one gets out the signal. so i house claim to me.
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i can tell us that every car that's associated with this road, i know exactly who it is without looking at. so that's how where i am and things going around me. i put things to where i can get to them, no matter what situation developed really being no day or the middle of the night. ah, i'm afraid i show them at time to have my wife afraid i haven't laying there, sir. i wake up screaming. i wake up, last, dreams are horrible. i can hear myself talking. i know i'm in bed, but i can't sher me.
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i see things that i have to rationalize. this is real me. i see images on a wall. i see people standing already in the car sale, looking at those curious chinese shape occur standing near me. you know, my dream and again that's a scary for it is waking up and reacting to something that isn't real. how i me reactor. yeah, it's very nice as a different space. re live this every day the
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people look at i've got some really good friends that were everything. do people make comments? they kevin, how are you doing today? he's conduct sometime in a little bit. i have handlers we've been married 25 years. her life is pretty much right around here. it
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really was 6 we sure worrying down highway for almost getting it when i took when looked at that dog and i feel me and a large part is 14 was 15. really, you thought of the born with it and we spend that much time with i've never had a thing or a you weren't so devoted to me. he would give up his own life for me in a 2nd. we're hard, he's going to go right up here. i got cedar tree down over here and i'm going to
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pull it up. i'm going to make bench right here. i got this crushed marble. well done. i'm going to frame it and cover it with a white marble rock. this is what i've been working on. now my pain all is flattering, it looks cool. i use most in depth, soul searching and pondering center areas like this. there's no phone, there's no tv. it's my quiet place and i spend most had time reflecting on harley my family and of course
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they have been here that there was always the look at there was when i looked into it with i think his father wasn't there. and when i looked into it with the scene, his mother didn't care. what i'm looking through with, i saw death and destruction. i want to look into what i saw suicide before looking through was sitting down in a chair. and he's saying is money to get him here to variable was his mother really? there was really working there looking so it was seen as little kid was hurt. and so i thought to myself, like, what's my position? because i want to give you money. but the week when twitching,
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he was ever kind of funny. so i say the weight or the crack is a no, i need somebody to get me there. and bang. i looking to was the say the truth and sharon look to move the smoke like man, was you even karen? i know the story also. well when i was an age i see myself. seattle, the father, the south. i was raised by the trees. i'm a grilled cheese sandwiches over care. see he i was a high school dropout. i experimented with drugs and pennies hampton robins and neighborhood the out of the house on a block. and they've been dashing the car until i got caught. and i just sitting in the court now back on the street, this isn't a true. i'm here to bring hope. funny, don't you? it was me. you want to help look at the when i look and see, i thought image a myself, me ah, me. 2 2 when you come back into the community,
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regardless if you want to help people may not want to embrace you. forgiveness is a lot to a person and need to be forgiven. the new, the got, you know, we've got history in them when time you days and when to see the whispers in getting the shooting. and if you go to what my passing. i know he was me car dear. we were friends on his free inquiry growing up he definitely wanted to murder with, and it scared me to know that this guy
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killed his guys brother. and then it was hard talking to him and talking to him until they talked to one another. when he walks in and out, the name is i you know, thank you for minute i was like holl gimme a 2nd or something which i don't want to say no, i want to talk to you when he said that way. i said, okay, i was about to say, i forgive, you know, based on a beginning where, you know, exactly with what of the mouth. i know him, he wanted to kill, will escape me even said his day. now, you know, i'm talking to you and i'm telling you from a heart. but these are 2 men to any given time. he could feel some kind of way in any given time, the people i had a still agree with this. they are, people are headed. look to say ok about what he said. that was my best friend. i
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don't care about what he said. that was my nephew. conservative republicans near kwan will use against biden the same tactics that republicans i had to see coming from democrats after so they would deck, used by you know, to be into a soft, indecisive, of like an, a clear agenda not off enough to to definitely they will try to sabotage some of the agreements that have been reached . geneva ah, one of the worst ever mess shootings in america was in las vegas in 2017. the
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tragedy a close a little live in real life, vegas, lamb, any say? elected officials are controlled by casino learners. the vegas shooting revealed what l v m p d really is, and now it's part of the stand machine to the american public barely. remember that it happens. that just shows you the power of money in las vegas. the powerful showed that true colors when the pen demik heard the most contagious contagion that we've seen in decades. and then you have a mayor who doesn't care to. here's caroline goodman, offering the lives of the vegas residence. to be the control group, to the shiny facade concealer deep indifference to the people by going to save if they were to take an action. absolutely, keep the registering and keep the slot machines doing. this is a money machine is a huge cash register that is ran by people who don't care about people's lives being lost when i was around them every day,
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i would feel different. some days i will feel like i hope, you know they are today and other days i'm like wow, getting better at it because no matter what his brother go, no he looking at picture and be like just a guy to kill my brother. so that's not easy test, but here now when matthew died, taylor was 8 years old. so trying to figure out his emotional state and was actually feeling was difficult. what kind of guilt does he caring about?
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this was always a big concern of mine. and so we spoke of it to him in terms of being an accident. the queue for many years. we didn't have any type of weapons within the hour of shot guns, hand guns, rifle, and everything. got rid of all that stuff is when he was about 12, he started expressing again an interest in wanting to shoot. it would come up in, in those moments. how do you, how do you feel? you know how, how do you think are you, do you think you're ready for that? and we've, we've shown a lot since then on the i believe that the mind informs the emotions and this is why i chose to shape things for tailor the way i did and,
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and give him the information that i did so that as he came to understand these things, his feelings would follow, and i believe they have the to me, it was important that he comes through this on the other side. okay. the yeah that's pretty much about the anesthesia about do you have any questions regarding this teacher for me now about the surgery? no, no, i had total say say no total faith
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on the way with the very last. okay, thank you chris and begin, says now 47 year old woman who has suffered a gunshot wound to the mandible, upper neck and mid face period. she has gone through numerous reconstructive surgery and currently has a mature bone graft in place that have housed by a katie a mesh period. today she requires a placement of 5 actually integrated pictures, removal of a foreign body, as well as the fat and have her graphs
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we probably see $50.00 to $60.00 gunshot wound tension per year, which $1012.00 of them require major reconstruction. they are, what we call involves the functional tables is to displace tissue or to basically remove it, blow it away if you will. a lot of individuals who come to us with gunshot wound, they want to be reconstructed to what they look like 10 years ago. right. and so always tell them reconstruction is a job that it's reconstructed, it's not enormously, every reconstructed tissue is never as good as the natural tissue that with last
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i had here for taken by the life. and i think he did that because of the person to come in a gave me but i had for game for i. and when that it was like, really impactful as he knew. and as i wow, i think i think the bus. ok, i think in this case they are we on a we maybe try to do is educate our community about that issue about how you deal with it. with their forgiveness empties. are you able to him to self and still live your life and
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harbor so much anger and frustration? and he, we grew up believe in a lot of districts told us that we had to behave a certain way that we couldn't backdate from a conflict that we could apologize to a never made all those things were wheaton action towards you don't deserve a reaction. sometimes you just had so you know what i'm going to ignore and let it go. because you know, any given moment, the situation is going go harmony that we really want to live in a thing like. so we know that when we grew up with bob, it's up to this right to talk with his hers. given this is really for yourself 1st . we'll have to go around harbouring a lot of emotions, anger, and frustration, and a heart if i didn't, it can't live my son. that when i'm laid on me, i will not help myself accountable last bill myself account. i wasn't a good file,
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but that's still my boy to the day you let it out. you must have that in. yeah. to have that in you going to be there was my team much violence. not understand what people say. you never want your child. i guess like one of the most part is buildings in the world. and then you know, get person life was to and then they have to teach myself a long time ago. when i started transformation, that's the reason i wanted to take my life. forgive myself.
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the we're doing i never really comes out of i guess the same person i guess all from the one you can only help and feel alone or something like that happens and like you're the only one out there that's feeling this way. i could feel the there's all different types and groups in my class, andrew and a sound different from other people have quite enjoyed a understood me more than the others did. so yeah, that's what i told her. i don't think i was the right decision. make a bar, make a bomb? yeah. me and tiny met in 6th grade. he was about half the why height? i just nicknamed him tiny. like we need someone to
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shoot a gun. usually a tiny that's kind of his position and they are cast the people the saw people would say like, oh goodness, your brother died. so why do you still own guns? certain you have gotten rid of those a long time ago and my answer is no. and guns fascinate me by how like the mechanics of the stuff. that's always why i'm fascinated with stuff like this and like mechanical stuff like that. but my idea of guns has not changed in the fact whether i should own them or not, is changing the fact of safety. today,
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we're going to be of a banana. that's my nana. because you know why not the, the idea of taylor being involved now in things when he wants to go shooting. when i know that one of the experiments that they're going to do is going to involve an explosion. one of the things that are rely on is that for years i have poured into him safety and just taking them perfect. i do know that tiny held the gun. no knowing how to blow it in it. he has guns all the time and i trust him to be around me. i'm not like you put that down. you're going to kill someone because in the and he's not a murderer. it was an accident. you can like put in the clip of like him like
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getting blown up. i think the accident happened because that was god's timing for matthew. and i do believe that's how god intended it to happen. that's what he will down in taylor's, taylor's book, a life we don't really know what it will is going to come out of these explosions, each explosion that we do. we don't know what's going to happen, but i trust god that whatever happens, it's going to be his will and his timing for us the everyone. all right. oh, great. so satisfying our
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last walk as a 1st dog i had 40 years i raise from the navy child hi, this is kevin leonard. we have a scheduled today for my dog. i got everything ready to go and i kinda like it just behind us.
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me mr to at the gwinnett college 3 for good can each other than the mean russell, but if i go over the the the new one the motion learning and the sourcing of course procure mrs option just for you. i good position. reason good. we think he might be a soldier because off the boot she's wearing huge, switched up,
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took a personal opinion. was on the sure stuff, summarizing police police i ah, in this week still stories. the 1st us rushed us of it, of the by the presidency in geneva, c. sodium uprooting, and joe biden agreed to return their respective ambassadors to the post. and also as caution on the post summit, bilateral type. i have no illusions following the meeting, and these, the old law knew that can't be any illusion is at all. moscow sets a grim record as a daily number of cobra. 900 cases sold to an all time high. the cities marries announced the raft of new measures.


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