(i) Causal and Acausal
(ii) Individual capacity for personal development
(iii) Usage of causal forms for such development
(iv) Presencing the numinous

Nothing about dishonourable deeds. Leave polemics to the ignorant as Hermes left them and taught those who sought to understand.

Why are people telling bold faced lies about Dark Gnosis and such? Pushing their own ethical moral code of some abstractions which they consider to be for the greater good on him? And because he doesn't match their criteria of perfect he's bad or useless then insulting him by saying oh yea you had a hard life when he wasn't asking for pity nor forgiveness? It was on the o9a.org page. I'm not allowed to defend myself or offer criticism or express concern. And when I have genuine insights or knowledge or anything at all really no one wants to listen or offer guidance. I've been trying to go my own way but it's been now 16 years since I've been involved. And the O9A in essence is doing what every military force does when they are done with a soldier who whilst fighting in the trenches for them are cutting out or off as an unneeded crazy man. If I didn't have feelings I could let all this go. And my mother and grandmother don't know about the O9A but both are rural rounwytha. And my mother as a child saw the planet Saturn as a gigantic planet in the winter. And she knows the same as me but it's very difficult for us to think the same. Until I came to a place of being more matriarchal. And one day 12th maybe all the emotions of my entire family struck me like lightning and I couldn't control my physical body in some sense. And I chanted but in a operatic and strong way passionately and tears streamed down my face the Dies Irae. And I felt the horrible suffering of all those women abused whipped and tortured by the disgusting Nazarene priests. And I wanted so bad a revenge on what amounts to male Hubris. This Hubris I can see so clearly in Nameless Therein and how he treated me. Calling me rotten but he is truly the most rotten disgusting character I have ever met. And other people claiming to be rounwytha like Jayalalita she may on some level understand but she doesn't.

I feel I could curse you all for what you've done without magick and I don't know if I should because if I've come to this level I think Saturn went from Falcifer to Vindex to a conjunction with Jupiter who whilst was manifesting in a woman failed due to my own ignorance of women too.

The sun turned into the black sun and the frost came over the universe and the whole cosmos changed and so did the Hebdomian way both original and otherwise.

And I don't know why but this Hubris towards Dark Gnosis who loved you all so much but shouldn't have and should have never contacted any of you.

I can not force anyone to do anything but at this point I think it really is too late because of this esoteric reason. And unsure but Plutonian anti evolution not devolution or evolution is just spreading.

So hopefully things are grounded but in terms of the Vindex mythos and other things. Effectively these deities if nothing else have died because of Nameless Therein, and the alleged FBI informant and his wife.

And they call themselves a circle of adepts.

How I wish I could take my own life and I believe if I do take my own life while I concentrating on your cursing you all. You will have such a nightmarish terrifying punishment relating to the Dies Irae.

Do not make me do this please but if I have to I will as our Dark Goddess was taken away as well.

They could have broken through with Dark Gnosis. And he doesn't feel one way or the other.

But I empathize with him so much as he empathize with us women whom were tortured by your Hubris. And while we can praise and sing to him he just doesn't want anything anymore.

But we must avenge this murder of the spirit. And even yourself you are to blame for never taking a stance on anything at all. It's so Un empathetic and callous that even after years of trying to reject extremism and even feeling like how he does probably you still just don't know what to do.

He admired and respected you so much now he just sees you for what you are a coward unable to take a stance.

I can sometimes guess why.

Yet this is very neutral very inactive way of thinking and it drains me so much from my revenge.

And you don't what to know what would happen if it were otherwise.

So you all feel something even the mundane of you did. There is no more Galactic Imperium like it or not. No more anything. Just a brief glimpse of things that could be.

However the Dark Aeon where there is nothing but us creatures drifting in and out of the cosmos taking with us those males who deserve it.

Those with the Hubris become as the hanged man of Algol.

Which is what you want but not what I want or wanted.

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