this is...i don't even know where to begin. is it a masterpiece? a monstrosity? it somehow manages to surprise me with every page i turn, and i can't pull my eyes away from it, like a car crash. i want to, but some otherworldly force and my innate sense of curiosity makes me turn to the next page. it's graceful while still being a dumpster fire. it's beauty while still being ugly. and when i saw the ending...i nearly collapsed. i don't know how the original writers did it, but they did. they created something so beautiful and so disgusting at the same time. i feel like i just went on the biggest acid trip in my life. i feel like i just got woken up from a coma that lasted 30 years. i'm feeling emotions that i didn't even know exist. how can this exist? why does this exist? what decision did humanity make for this to happen? i just...i need some time to recollect my thoughts. this is too much...