i got to meet carlee. it's been definitely a roller coaster of a year, but i've had a lot of really great experiences and found a lot of new ways to find of keep her with me and make sure that people can't forget her. >> carlee, how about for you, obviously a different experience over the last year. you did not get married over the last year, but still how have you and your family been dealing with the loss of your sister and doing hard work on the front of gun reform? >> it's been like erica said a roller coaster every year. you have your good days and you have your bad days. i felt it was extremely important to do something about 33 americans being killed every day with a gun, so being, you know, an advocate is something i feel very passionate about and am going to continue. >> and you're going to continue. obviously you guys have been all working together in coordinated efforts. as erica pointed out, you have been working together on gun reform in this country. but, erica, as it stands right now, we hav

but, first, my interview with her kid sister, carlee soto. >> how are you doing a year later? >> taking it day-by-day. we have our bad days. we have our good days. it has been a roller coaster every year but most importantly we trying to take it day-by-day and deal with our feelings. >> you have your good days, what is a good day? >> we had a new little baby born in our family so that was a go day. it is also sad because vikki never get to madeleine victoria. >> named after her? >> naked after vikki. >> the picture of you from that day on your cell phone when you first got the news has become in a sense our image of the heart break of that day. as we mark the first anniversary how do you feel about that, the fact you have to dredge this up with guys like me asking you questions. >> i can remember everything from that day, everything that somebody said every smell every person, it is so vivid. >> the fact that it is being brought up again is that hard very hard and i am trying to keep myself busy and think of our one-year anniversary as just another day because every day withou