how is it to have mum here, finally, safely in caernarfon? it feels good, but because it's just my mum here with me, what we feel sorry about about what we feel guilty and upset is my grandparents, who are still in ukraine. nataliia is also desperately waiting for news from one of her closest friends, julia. she's trapped in mariupol with her three young daughters. i just saw the video which my friend from school, julia, she sent to me. the bombing and shooting at night, it's day—bright. she took that video and then ran to hide. explosion. in a communal bunker, julia tries to distract the girls from the horrors unfolding above them. singing softly. they're hiding amongst these ruins on the run in their own city, which is under relentless attack. julia has been keeping a video diary. it's hard to explain war to a child. is not safe anywhere in ukraine at the moment, but there it was dangerous. all the shops were destroyed, so they had no food supplies. i ran out of food at some point. when it start to rain, they were able to drink from the p

in caernarfon, natalia's mum and stepdad are exploring their new surroundings. how did you cope with that decision? she's heartbroken and feels like she betrayed him. she's going to explain him... while we're filming, there's a call. it'sjulia, who's been trapped in mariupol. it's nice to see you. i am so glad that you are safe. it's the first time she's been able to call in weeks. she's in a basement. there was no shower, i no toilets, no electricity. they had some food. somebody was stealing from supermarkets - and giving to them. the kids were asking for food so much. they feel bad... julia's video diaries show things are going from bad to worse for her and the girls. her middle daughter had become ill. julia has to leave the children while she looks for water amongst the ruins. but it's the sights of war which are leaving their mark on them. she did say that people in mariupol were killed by rockets. they had no hands, no legs, their bodies were destroyed. they were putting those pieces together and burying them. she feels sorry that she couldn't bury them b