listen to ms. kay and her husband phil talk about their past and how finding god helped phil turn his life around. . >> he would be mad and just be in and out like a flash. i knew then, but i didn't want to believe that he was running around on me. probably smoking dope, other thing, pills he took, things like that. it was just all new to me, the whole thing. >> i owned a beer joint when some guy came in with a bible. and he wanted to introduce me to jesus. i rab him away. he became more mean and mean spirited. i told my kids, that's not your daddy. that's the devil in your daddy. >> i would say the low point was when i ran ms. kay and the kids off. they were all alone. no hope, miserable. that's when i began to serious contemplate is there a way out of all of this? by the way, i just sat down with this guy. he said phil, what do you think the gospel is i said i don't know, gospel music on the radio i didn't know what the gospel of jesus was. so when he came through jesus coming down and blessing t