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align:start position:0% seem to tilt up toward you at her and at anyone<00:12:13.880> who<00:12:14.000> criticizes<00:12:14.720> her<00:12:14.949> at<00:12:15.949> 43<00:12:16.699> I'm<00:12:17.240> old 00:12:17.680 --> 00:12:17.690 align:start position:0% anyone who criticizes her at 43 I'm old 00:12:17.690 --> 00:12:21.220 align:start position:0% anyone who criticizes her at 43 I'm old too<00:12:18.170> old<00:12:18.199> to<00:12:18.920> know<00:12:19.160> marriage<00:12:20.029> like<00:12:20.269> that<00:12:20.510> but 00:12:21.220 --> 00:12:21.230 align:start position:0% too old to know marriage like that but 00:12:21.230 --> 00:12:24.009 align:start position:0% too old to know marriage like that but sex<00:12:21.589> I<00:12:21.889> do<00:12:21.949> know<00:12:22.399> at<00:12:22.790> three<00:12:23.209> and<00:12:23.329> six<00:12:23.660> months 00:12:24.009 --> 00:12:24.019 align:start position:0% sex I do know at three and six months 00:12:24.019 --> 00:12:26.410 align:start 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especially Tomatoes only then that it 00:24:32.410 --> 00:24:36.700 align:start position:0% especially Tomatoes only then that it seemed<00:24:32.710> we<00:24:33.340> might<00:24:33.550> have<00:24:33.700> gone<00:24:33.850> too<00:24:34.240> far 00:24:36.700 --> 00:24:36.710 align:start position:0% 00:24:36.710 --> 00:24:39.230 align:start position:0% so<00:24:37.710> I'm<00:24:38.010> just<00:24:38.130> gonna<00:24:38.220> read<00:24:38.429> a<00:24:38.460> few<00:24:38.670> more<00:24:38.730> poems 00:24:39.230 --> 00:24:39.240 align:start position:0% so I'm just gonna read a few more poems 00:24:39.240 --> 00:24:43.820 align:start position:0% so I'm just gonna read a few more poems and<00:24:39.860> and<00:24:40.860> these<00:24:41.309> are<00:24:41.700> in<00:24:42.330> forms<00:24:42.870> so<00:24:43.590> I've<00:24:43.679> been 00:24:43.820 --> 00:24:43.830 align:start position:0% and and these are in forms so I've been 00:24:43.830 --> 00:24:45.169 align:start position:0% and 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smell why not dad just a 00:27:20.460 --> 00:27:23.000 align:start position:0% bugs or a smell why not dad just a little<00:27:20.700> crown<00:27:21.059> in<00:27:21.299> the<00:27:21.419> den<00:27:21.630> some<00:27:21.990> chair<00:27:22.350> rails 00:27:23.000 --> 00:27:23.010 align:start position:0% little crown in the den some chair rails 00:27:23.010 --> 00:27:25.789 align:start position:0% little crown in the den some chair rails he's<00:27:23.370> 70<00:27:24.179> what<00:27:24.450> happened<00:27:25.200> ceases<00:27:25.650> to 00:27:25.789 --> 00:27:25.799 align:start position:0% he's 70 what happened ceases to 00:27:25.799 --> 00:27:28.940 align:start position:0% he's 70 what happened ceases to matter<00:27:25.830> at<00:27:26.250> that<00:27:26.280> age<00:27:26.640> come<00:27:27.450> on<00:27:27.720> I<00:27:27.990> say<00:27:28.289> no 00:27:28.940 --> 00:27:28.950 align:start position:0% matter at that age come on I say no 00:27:28.950 --> 00:27:31.940 align:start position:0% matter at that age come on I say no filigree<00:27:29.700> just<00:27:30.330> finishing<00:27:31.020> you<00:27:31.559> still<00:27:31.830> had 00:27:31.940 --> 00:27:31.950 align:start position:0% filigree just finishing you still had 00:27:31.950 --> 00:27:34.610 align:start position:0% filigree just finishing you still had that<00:27:31.980> stepladder<00:27:32.820> right<00:27:33.090> he's<00:27:33.990> on<00:27:34.230> the<00:27:34.350> couch 00:27:34.610 --> 00:27:34.620 align:start position:0% that stepladder right he's on the couch 00:27:34.620 --> 00:27:38.450 align:start position:0% that stepladder right he's on the couch now<00:27:35.039> remote<00:27:35.850> in<00:27:36.090> hand<00:27:36.440> surfing<00:27:37.440> I<00:27:37.710> don't<00:27:38.250> get 00:27:38.450 --> 00:27:38.460 align:start position:0% now remote in hand surfing I don't get 00:27:38.460 --> 00:27:38.779 align:start position:0% now remote in hand surfing I don't get it 00:27:38.779 --> 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some lines to guide the space hold<00:27:50.070> it<00:27:50.280> together<00:27:50.460> it<00:27:51.000> frames<00:27:51.659> the<00:27:51.840> parts 00:27:52.370 --> 00:27:52.380 align:start position:0% hold it together it frames the parts 00:27:52.380 --> 00:27:56.360 align:start position:0% hold it together it frames the parts gives<00:27:53.010> shape<00:27:53.370> an<00:27:53.610> order<00:27:54.360> some<00:27:55.049> wood<00:27:55.500> that's 00:27:56.360 --> 00:27:56.370 align:start position:0% gives shape an order some wood that's 00:27:56.370 --> 00:27:58.700 align:start position:0% gives shape an order some wood that's all<00:27:56.640> I<00:27:56.669> want<00:27:57.059> for<00:27:57.299> him<00:27:57.419> no<00:27:58.049> games 00:27:58.700 --> 00:27:58.710 align:start position:0% all I want for him no games 00:27:58.710 --> 00:28:02.149 align:start position:0% all I want for him no games just<00:27:59.250> shape<00:27:59.580> a<00:27:59.850> little<00:28:00.210> grace<00:28:00.690> he's<00:28:01.500> my<00:28:01.740> blood 00:28:02.149 --> 00:28:02.159 align:start position:0% just shape a little grace he's my blood 00:28:02.159 --> 00:28:05.870 align:start position:0% just shape a little grace he's my blood I<00:28:02.429> want<00:28:02.880> him<00:28:02.970> to<00:28:03.090> have<00:28:03.270> it<00:28:03.419> nice<00:28:04.669> mirrors<00:28:05.669> and 00:28:05.870 --> 00:28:05.880 align:start position:0% I want him to have it nice mirrors and 00:28:05.880 --> 00:28:09.169 align:start position:0% I want him to have it nice mirrors and smoke<00:28:06.090> he<00:28:06.750> says<00:28:07.080> not<00:28:07.590> looking<00:28:07.980> up<00:28:08.159> he's<00:28:09.000> been 00:28:09.169 --> 00:28:09.179 align:start position:0% smoke he says not looking up he's been 00:28:09.179 --> 00:28:11.630 align:start position:0% smoke he says not looking up he's been saying<00:28:09.510> it<00:28:09.690> to<00:28:09.809> me<00:28:09.929> 20<00:28:10.320> years<00:28:10.350> since<00:28:11.220> I<00:28:11.400> went 00:28:11.630 --> 00:28:11.640 align:start position:0% saying it to me 20 years since I went 00:28:11.640 --> 00:28:12.200 align:start position:0% saying it to me 20 years since I went broke 00:28:12.200 --> 00:28:12.210 align:start position:0% broke 00:28:12.210 --> 00:28:16.010 align:start position:0% broke fixing<00:28:12.750> my<00:28:12.780> first<00:28:13.230> place<00:28:13.789> pre-war<00:28:14.789> Sears<00:28:15.659> kid 00:28:16.010 --> 00:28:16.020 align:start position:0% fixing my first place pre-war Sears kid 00:28:16.020 --> 00:28:19.520 align:start position:0% fixing my first place pre-war Sears kid house<00:28:16.260> with<00:28:16.799> nothing<00:28:17.070> plumb<00:28:17.580> and<00:28:17.940> me<00:28:18.480> wild<00:28:19.350> on 00:28:19.520 --> 00:28:19.530 align:start position:0% house with nothing plumb and me wild on 00:28:19.530 --> 00:28:22.310 align:start position:0% house with nothing plumb and me 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only 14 lines right like this you finish the<00:28:53.140> line<00:28:53.320> 13<00:28:54.070> to<00:28:54.220> go<00:28:54.370> I<00:28:54.520> didn't<00:28:56.250> find<00:28:57.250> it<00:28:57.370> very 00:28:57.860 --> 00:28:57.870 align:start position:0% the line 13 to go I didn't find it very 00:28:57.870 --> 00:29:02.160 align:start position:0% the line 13 to go I didn't find it very reassuring<00:28:58.870> and<00:28:59.050> I<00:28:59.170> need<00:28:59.410> that<00:28:59.590> lately<00:29:01.170> so 00:29:02.160 --> 00:29:02.170 align:start position:0% reassuring and I need that lately so 00:29:02.170 --> 00:29:06.150 align:start position:0% reassuring and I need that lately so have<00:29:02.710> you<00:29:02.830> all<00:29:02.920> seen<00:29:03.160> a<00:29:03.220> hummingbird<00:29:03.790> I<00:29:05.160> had 00:29:06.150 --> 00:29:06.160 align:start position:0% have you all seen a hummingbird I had 00:29:06.160 --> 00:29:09.090 align:start position:0% have you all seen a 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