WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en 00:00:00.650 --> 00:00:08.230 align:start position:0% [Music] thank you this episode of Dana being Dana is brought to you in part by the now a massage Boutique [Music] I'm Dana Michelle and I'm thrilled you're with us my show is about all different aspects of the human connection things that bring us together and living life intentionally compassion is defined as concern and acknowledgment for the sufferings or Misfortune of others now we were told as kids to never judge a book by its cover but how often do we really do that instead how often do we judge people on the chapter we just happen to walk in on one of the questions I Ask of myself and of others is have you considered the experiences of others that may be different from your own I learned that the hard way growing up as always being different as for me I'm originally from the North Shore namely the Highland Park Deerfield area and I was often assumed to be a Jewish white woman to those who I hadn't met while my parents choice to raise a family on the North Shore afforded me many great opportunities my experiences were not always easy joining me now are friends of mine who have also had life experiences that might appear easier than you think each of us were born into situations where we were the minority in our environments can each of you briefly share your circumstances um I'm Michael I grew up in Lake Forest but I was one of the only Jewish people in my school um and you know despite that I also was a white male like half the people there being Jewish was pretty unique despite being on the North Shore yeah so my name is Eddie Coleman and I am was origin I was born and raised on the south side of Chicago and due to the gangs and the violence of being a latchkey kid my mom made the best decision an opportunity for me to move me uh to Highland Park where my grandparents lived and um not knowing it then uh but that was one of the best decisions that my mom made for me and I'm the resident a black guy here Anita I grew up mostly in Washington DC area but I was born in Brazil my mother is a mixed race afro-latin woman my father is a white appearing Puerto Rican man and so I grew up all over the place I lived in Kansas Panama and California before we moved to the DC area when I was nine I also spent time in New York and with my family in other countries so I guess I really started feeling like a minority when I was nine and in a school in the U.S for the first time in the DC area but overseas and on military bases always felt very comfortable because those were really integrated environments where people came from a number of different class backgrounds so it was it was quite an adjustment yeah Trevor I'm Trevor Sheehan I actually grew up in this town in Naperville so I've been here most of my life I went away for college but I've been here for the most part I went to school at neuqua so very large school there was over 5 000 kids so you kind of just tried to fit in where you could and make friends and I played Sports and we both my brother and I uh we grew up here and we went our separate ways but we're both feeling that Minority because we're gay and not straight yeah fear of the unknown or differences often leads people to make assumptions what are some of the assumptions that people have made about you I mean come on everyone is there anything you could imagine you know the the most obvious one was I remember when I was in college and you know I I blend in pretty well so people don't know but I had a landlord uh we were trying to get a lease on an apartment and the landlord was explaining some claws in the lease and her explanation was that it's so people don't Jew me down on the rent like that's just something people say right and I remember I was like I had never even heard that um but obviously knew what she meant and uh you know the whole like cheapness Trope it's just you got a lot of that grown up yeah yeah I'm sure I can agree with that one of the assumptions I'm going being from you know the South Side uh going living in Highland Park but uh going to Deerfield uh the assumption is that you know I'm playing basketball I you know I'm good at that and you know I'm fast now although those did give me opportunities to take advantage of because of the fact I was probably average in speed uh growing up on the south side and moving to the north side that it did put me above the crust of the other people so that's an opportunity but those assumptions were definitely there some of the assumptions being in college uh just moving into and all same-sex dorm playing running cross country and joining a fraternity they just you know I'll expect you to like and do the same things right and they don't see that other people have other views yeah people just really don't see that I have an identity that's more complicated than uh just being a white lady you know I've thought about changing my last name sometimes to reflect my Heritage a little more but my parents were always really against that they said um you know the president there have been presidents of Latin American countries with the last name Washington you know they said that that's just you know part of who I am and you got to be uh who you are you know not change your appearance to signal um your background you know just be you do you find people looking to try to categorize you or put you in a box right I think sometimes with the fear um of differences or fear of the unknown you know it's always trying to kind of figure you out you know I for me growing up on the North Shore you know it's well I don't really know you you speak well you do this you do that you're different than typical people of color that that they've experienced and a lot of times they haven't really experienced anybody who's different and so what they are gleaning from is is Media or assumptions um or or you know conjecture about what they assume about other people so um what's some of the what are some of the stereotypes that you've encountered again I'm more than happy to start this off yeah come on Michael I'm very shy ordinarily I swear um you know the it was funny because when I was growing up again you know there were not a lot of Jewish they're not a lot of Jewish people in the Lake Forest area right it's very waspy um I didn't buy salmon pants but you know that's not the only reason I didn't fit in and I remember I'd have sleepovers when I was a little kid uh you know at friends houses and there were there's always those kids whose parents would drag you to church with them on Sunday and I remember it was so bizarre because someone like are you allowed to come with us is this okay like I'm not gonna catch fire you know it's like all right right this is fine and it was funny there's almost like this um like an overdoing of it you know and to be like no no we're okay with it you know like there's something to be okay with and it was just so bizarre some of the interactions I had um you know is there stuff here you can eat and you know all of that and so it was I guess what you're you know to what you're you're asking is sort of like yeah everyone assumes that you know Jewish people are a certain way and like they don't like you know Protestants or Christians or whatever and they eat weird and all this bizarre stuff that is completely foreign to me frankly you know I didn't even start learning about most of that until I was much older that's true it's true I think we've come a long way oh yeah in terms of acceptance of of differences and people being different um yeah Eddie tell us about your prom King experience at Deerfield High School so the prom King at Deerfield high school has traditionally been that number one jock sports athletic person with the number one female as far as most likely cheerleading and uh and so when I came up you know this is now the 80s and the population of the school was kind of tired of that so they wanted to change that perspective and so uh I did play on the football team but this was the first year that they decided that the candidates that were running for pom king and queen didn't have to be a couple like it was an individual male and in an individual female and so I got peer pressured into running for prom King uh not thinking anything of it I've never been political so I didn't I didn't I didn't campaign Girls run a little differently I guess but I didn't I didn't come yeah I didn't campaign you know campaign about it or anything so as as it went along you know I did hear that I was getting some votes and everything but when the event came up for the actual prom event I'm at the party I'm at the prom and I'm ready for the after party so I'm basically at the back of the cafeteria like at the door ready to leave and they have to announce this and so they actually announced the prom queen is my high school sweetheart and I'm just like wow okay that that's interesting but you know it still could be a different male uh that wins and she was a black female and she's a black she's a black female um and so I was like wow so they crowned her with the prom queen and everything and I'm still sitting there like wow it's going to take a little bit longer but let's get this over with and they say for the prom King they announced me as the prom King uh taken back taken by surprise and everything and I was like wow so I had to walk all the way from the back of the cafeteria up on the stage didn't get anything you know flowers or a crown or nothing but the interesting fact from all of that is the next day in the paper it's always printed on the front page of the newspaper that picture of Deerfield High School's Prime king and queen of the event and there was no picture of us there was just that title you know that that paragraph in the in the paper so they reported the story but they didn't post they did a picture they didn't post the picture they just put our names interesting and so uh my high school Sweetheart's parents was really upset they call it called the newspaper station and everything and it was a big protest about that because we were like wow it's kind of flooring yeah that that idea did they have an excuse and they cameras were broken yeah they came they came up with some excuse they didn't capture the event or anything but it was a Reclamation like that Friday of that week that our picture was put in the paper but it's buried probably in the middle of the newspaper so the protests worked it did work because they had to go back and re and restate and take the photo and put it in the paper but at that point it was a lost lost event and I'm thinking this is 1988 and it was still obvious but also shows yourself how some of those fears some of that unknown you know can really just kind of tarnish or torpedo otherwise awesome events opportunities inclusive moments yes we're going to continue the discussion and talking about differences 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and college can be a game changer and an opportunity to start over or really be who you are what was that like within the context of our discussion so the transition from high school to college again I it was set up for success in that transition due to the fact uh being from again from the south side of Chicago and going to Deerfield High School I think the opportunities that it afforded me with culture with the culture and based everything on what I went through that transition and I transitioned to Arizona state with the population is a lot more but in the culture aspect of it it was still the same and so I was able to again transition easily more than some of my friends that grew up you know in Detroit Michigan again also being from Chicago and where they're in college and and as difficult as it is just being there but in blending in yeah and I think that gave me a leg up from my experiences that what I went through and what I came through uh being there and I actually excelled in that environment versus them and unfortunately some of them you know not finishing and having to go home just because they couldn't associate or blend in in that environment and where you voted from King of Arizona no not and out of theirs on the stage yeah but I have to imagine it's a similar story like you know for you because like in me when you go to college it's such a bigger Pond right and you know I for the first time there's a bunch of like Long Island Jews that showed up and I was like oh my God you know there's like a lot of uh other people that are exactly like this and I think it's just because there were so many more people around that it just stopped being as big of a deal College can really be a breath of fresh air um I coming from the North Shore I went to a historically black college Spelman College uh where I was one of instead of being the only black female I was one of 250 um black black women or 500 women and it was an incredible experience it can be very affirming and and empowering to just find that there are other people two things one more people who look like you um or more people who are just more accepting of you uh being in in a homogenous environment or Suburbia in many ways has so many benefits but it can also be um very limiting in terms of mindset and even sometimes even opportunities um so so College can be a great thing what about you two College was amazing I went to Western Illinois University and I would do it all over again I mean then it was thriving there were so many uh and the enrollment was so high you know now it's not as much but I mean I got to meet so many good people there I got to find people that were more like me um I got to do more things feel more alive kind of box out a little bit so it just felt like a whole new beginning for myself so my college was very different from my high school I went to a pretty small high school there were about um well it's small now like probably not when you went but um I went to high school about 400 people per class and so I really knew everybody and then I went to a commuter School in Portland Oregon it was a big Urban campus at Portland State University and it was very different it was kind of um you didn't really get to know people because it was a lot of uh you know part-time students so they're just you know that wasn't really um my experience you know my experience wasn't of having you know my social life or professional life revolve around college so um I worked part-time for most of my degree program had a lot of different experiences um and I guess that was where I started to see myself as a person of color like in high school I had always been told you know that I was a white person you know I think um you asked earlier about assumptions people make and I think a lot of people do assume that people from Latin America look a certain way um I guess especially in places where there's been a lot of immigration from a certain country you know people expect there to be a certain look so I think um on the East Coast people didn't really think that I was Latin and I certainly never talked about uh you know my my racial background because um I actually went to a selective High School where you had to take an admissions test and they had had to make some changes following some affirmative action lawsuits um before I was admitted so by the time I got there they had tried to tweak the process a few different ways and there just weren't that many diverse Latin or black students in my class so when people found out that I was Latin they would think that I had somehow tried to game the system and getting in there or played the race card so it was something you know that I didn't really Embrace in high school and um growing up in the DC area which is very Cosmopolitan a lot like Chicago you know where people where there's like a range of how people look you know you don't experience day-to-day racism in the same way but when I moved to Oregon which has like a long history of um because you know what I would call structural racism you know actually pushing uh bulldozing black neighborhoods through over in renewal you know when I got into that environment like there was a lot less diversity in the like people that you saw there so I do think that people knew that I was a person of color and I think you know part of that um I wish that Michael's wife were here today because it's my thought I probably got her sick yeah because uh she Michael is married to a Native American woman and that was my first time being in college meeting native people and um you know the people that I met these are people who on the East Coast are in a big city you might think we're white but when you get into a homogeneous place it becomes clear when someone's different when I was younger my hair was it was curlier I hadn't dyed it blonde so I didn't fit in like visually it to the to the look of these P you know people who lived in and were from the Pacific Northwest so I do think that I experienced like socially you know people could tell that I wasn't from there that I didn't fit in or that I was different so that was kind of where I started to identify more as a person of color and I think that I started to have some Consciousness around that as an identity whereas before I was like discouraged or like you know from identifying with that because I didn't feel that I'd personally experienced any racism or you know I felt that I would have negative social consequences for being seen as like race faking or you know playing up you know my Latin background where it didn't really exist even though it did you know I grew up speaking Portuguese uh with my parents and um my family so you know I learned Spanish and English at the same time in school but used Spanish a lot more in my day-to-day life so I want to talk about um the adult experience because we've talked about high school we've talked about college as an adult what experiences have had the most influence on you today I think a lot of the experiences that we've had you know being different um living in that particularly in our formative years of being teens and in college have really had an influence as as to not only who we are today but also how we relate to others um and our compassion you know for one another how have your experiences influenced who you are I'm actually going to answer for my wife in absentia yes it's so hilarious to me she gets all the time what are you yep and I'm just like who asks that you know everyone's like Egyptian Greek like no one can figure it out but like I can't imagine being asked that question as like a grown person um and my daughter looks the poor kid like me and in school she gets the same stuff you're dealing with so I can only imagine when she gets grown up she can have similar experiences yeah I mean and for me you know it was always sort of the The Counter Culture thing that you know I always was trying to be different you know sort of to highlight things and that's how I am now my professional life you know that and I'm like the anti-jew when it comes to have the tattoos all over the place and I you know love bacon and but I still hold it very strongly as part of my identity and Heritage right and um it's not mutually exclusive but I think a lot of that came from being so proud of it growing up because I was surrounded by people who you know weren't accustomed to it and that feeling of being different I think is is really something that came out of it I am surprised to hear you say that about people not asking you what are you because I have a friend who's um who she looks really really Eastern European and she gets it all the time maybe people don't do it to you because you're a guy but it's entirely important everyone assumes white man well I think that's because he's an X-Men but she has she has like a more obviously like Eastern European name too like I think Captain is a little more like people wonder what that is I got a lot of questions about what kind of name is that and I know they're thinking Jew or not a Jew um but no I do get what my name is but no one ever asks my ethnicity because they're always just like these are their Anglo-Saxon or Eastern European like those are really the only options um but yeah my my poor kids like one of my my sons looks like my wife and then my daughter looks like me and then the one in the middle or the youngest rather just looks like a mix so he's gonna have fun time too so now that I'm wearing a ring I always get asked you know oh where's your wife or your fiance and you know I tell them like I have a fiance and I'm getting married to him in December in Costa Rica which we're very excited about but um I get that all the time and then people are shocked when they hear that it's a male and not a female yeah they don't know how to really react with it because they feel uncomfortable and I'm like it's okay you know like this is who I am this is what I want to be and be with and I'm very happy and that's what matters yeah do you think that because I I think there's a lot of people out there who spend a lifetime trying to assimilate fit in right um you know and I think that started in as kids do you feel because in some ways you know you may obviously be different right you're holding hands with your fiance your skin color you know sometimes we look different and not always but do you think that it has created um a certain level of confidence and comfort you know where you might have felt you know either anxious or alone growing up but uh people tell me all the time you seem so confident in all these things but I've always been alone right I've always been different and so being used to that as an adult um do you think that has been shaped by by your experiences oh 100 when Cody and I first started dating we did I didn't want to hold his hand I thought everybody was looking at me and judging me and everything like that and then I just grew to accept it and love it and now it doesn't bother me at all yeah which is so liberating I think it's I think it's great you know and and part of this episode you know what I want to get across to people is to be confident in who you are and and love yourself and be okay with that because I think there's so many societal pressures to to try to be different or to resent or hide or act differently than who you really are I'm gonna ask you a question did you feel different or out of place at Spelman no um it's funny because it's kind of the opposite I think everybody comes to to Spelman in particular I call it the Superstar syndrome where everybody was prom queen and valedictorian and highly successful it felt nice to be in a place where I was not the only but um the assumption is that everybody's the same but you have people who are from International students so being black doesn't just mean black American you know black can be from everywhere from all over the world you know South America everywhere and so it's it was a tremendous experience but I I found myself becoming much more confident in who I was um and not feeling different um which I thought which I thought was great yeah that's my biggest I wanted to go to Spelman my mother said that I wouldn't fit in because I wasn't um you know I didn't have to look yeah we had we have students of all shades I know I wish I had her I wish I had such a wonderful experience that you had yeah to that note um can I ask you a question what advice would you give to the younger version of you that is watching this episode and feels very much alone my advice yourself is stay the course because you turn out awesome and that's only kind of a joke but what I do mean by that is it's lonely right and I often wondered like is it is it worth it you know being this much of a jerk about it because the fact the matter was like I get defensive you know and um you know you feel very alone and you know you're getting scraps and whatnot as a kid and um but it it kind of helped me be who I am right and you own it and be proud of it and things work out who influenced me the most and how I was influenced was from my grandfather not realizing and I didn't I didn't I would tell the younger me to tell that story to allow people to know who I am but a lot of people didn't know this is 1970 and my grandfather was a butler you know working for a wealthy family that lived in Winnetka happens to be the family who owns Sara Lee and that's how we end up my grandparents ended up living in Highland Park and my grandmother was the maid and the and the cook you know for them and so to to tell that story because my grandfather was a hard worker he was resilient and that's where I get my uh challenge you know in order to overcome the challenges and be resilient that's where I get that from and um because I wouldn't be the person that I am today if I wouldn't have had that opportunity to do that transition and move out there to understand different cultures and in order to go to college and look back over my life now football didn't work out I played in high school went out to play at Arizona state was able to walk on but when that didn't work out the money wasn't there so went and joined the army and that started my Army Career so again it ebbed and flows and those challenges but it all stemmed from that structure and the stability I had with my grandfather and I'm getting provided that opportunity to where I am today so I would tell that story which I did haven't but in order to get that out yeah if I was to talk to my younger self I would say you know just be truthful to who you are don't be shy to be and show your true colors because honestly it's a weight lifted off your shoulders and you don't have to worry or be concerned anymore you just live your life and be happy and that's what really matters I love it I love it yeah I do wish I had had more Pride when I was younger I do feel like a lot of the things um that I've done you know I kind of wish I had claimed them you know like as someone who was newer to the US who has immigrant parents um you know I feel like um I I wish I felt more comfortable being being proud of who I am like spending more time in ethnic spaces where I might have had more support like I wish I had joined Affinity groups in high school I wish I would have uh pushed harder against my parents when they thought I shouldn't go to an HBCU I just you know I wish I had like sought out that community in those kinds of spaces earlier yeah the experiences in our lives both good and bad have helped to shape the adults we are today when it comes to others it is important to know that everything is not always what it seems or more importantly what you assume it to be may we all be thankful for the ways in which our lives have been enriched and may we all be affirmed in our ability to overcome those obstacles that have made us stronger thank you to my guests for joining me today and for sharing your stories special thanks to the now Massage Naperville for the work you do in our community to promote self-care and self-love hopefully you've been entertained if not encouraged or inspired I do not promise to be an expert nor do I have all the answers I'm just Dana being Dana see you next time [Music] foreign [Music] 00:00:08.230 --> 00:00:09.770 align:start position:0% [Music] thank you this episode of Dana being Dana is brought to you in part by the now a massage Boutique [Music] I'm Dana Michelle and I'm thrilled you're with us my show is about all different aspects of the human connection things that bring us together and living life intentionally compassion is defined as concern and acknowledgment for the sufferings or Misfortune of others now we were told as kids to never judge a book by its cover but how often do we really do that instead how often do we judge people on the chapter we just happen to walk in on one of the questions I Ask of myself and of others is have you considered the experiences of others that may be different from your own I learned that the hard way growing up as always being different as for me I'm originally from the North Shore namely the Highland Park Deerfield area and I was often assumed to be a Jewish white woman to those who I hadn't met while my parents choice to raise a family on the North Shore afforded me many great opportunities my experiences were not always easy joining me now are friends of mine who have also had life experiences that might appear easier than you think each of us were born into situations where we were the minority in our environments can each of you briefly share your circumstances um I'm Michael I grew up in Lake Forest but I was one of the only Jewish people in my school um and you know despite that I also was a white male like half the people there being Jewish was pretty unique despite being on the North Shore yeah so my name is Eddie Coleman and I am was origin I was born and raised on the south side of Chicago and due to the gangs and the violence of being a latchkey kid my mom made the best decision an opportunity for me to move me uh to Highland Park where my grandparents lived and um not knowing it then uh but that was one of the best decisions that my mom made for me and I'm the resident a black guy here Anita I grew up mostly in Washington DC area but I was born in Brazil my mother is a mixed race afro-latin woman my father is a white appearing Puerto Rican man and so I grew up all over the place I lived in Kansas Panama and California before we moved to the DC area when I was nine I also spent time in New York and with my family in other countries so I guess I really started feeling like a minority when I was nine and in a school in the U.S for the first time in the DC area but overseas and on military bases always felt very comfortable because those were really integrated environments where people came from a number of different class backgrounds so it was it was quite an adjustment yeah Trevor I'm Trevor Sheehan I actually grew up in this town in Naperville so I've been here most of my life I went away for college but I've been here for the most part I went to school at neuqua so very large school there was over 5 000 kids so you kind of just tried to fit in where you could and make friends and I played Sports and we both my brother and I uh we grew up here and we went our separate ways but we're both feeling that Minority because we're gay and not straight yeah fear of the unknown or differences often leads people to make assumptions what are some of the assumptions that people have made about you I mean come on everyone is there anything you could imagine you know the the most obvious one was I remember when I was in college and you know I I blend in pretty well so people don't know but I had a landlord uh we were trying to get a lease on an apartment and the landlord was explaining some claws in the lease and her explanation was that it's so people don't Jew me down on the rent like that's just something people say right and I remember I was like I had never even heard that um but obviously knew what she meant and uh you know the whole like cheapness Trope it's just you got a lot of that grown up yeah yeah I'm sure I can agree with that one of the assumptions I'm going being from you know the South Side uh going living in Highland Park but uh going to Deerfield uh the assumption is that you know I'm playing basketball I you know I'm good at that and you know I'm fast now although those did give me opportunities to take advantage of because of the fact I was probably average in speed uh growing up on the south side and moving to the north side that it did put me above the crust of the other people so that's an opportunity but those assumptions were definitely there some of the assumptions being in college uh just moving into and all same-sex dorm playing running cross country and joining a fraternity they just you know I'll expect you to like and do the same things right and they don't see that other people have other views yeah people just really don't see that I have an identity that's more complicated than uh just being a white lady you know I've thought about changing my last name sometimes to reflect my Heritage a little more but my parents were always really against that they said um you know the president there have been presidents of Latin American countries with the last name Washington you know they said that that's just you know part of who I am and you got to be uh who you are you know not change your appearance to signal um your background you know just be you do you find people looking to try to categorize you or put you in a box right I think sometimes with the fear um of differences or fear of the unknown you know it's always trying to kind of figure you out you know I for me growing up on the North Shore you know it's well I don't really know you you speak well you do this you do that you're different than typical people of color that that they've experienced and a lot of times they haven't really experienced anybody who's different and so what they are gleaning from is is Media or assumptions um or or you know conjecture about what they assume about other people so um what's some of the what are some of the stereotypes that you've encountered again I'm more than happy to start this off yeah come on Michael I'm very shy ordinarily I swear um you know the it was funny because when I was growing up again you know there were not a lot of Jewish they're not a lot of Jewish people in the Lake Forest area right it's very waspy um I didn't buy salmon pants but you know that's not the only reason I didn't fit in and I remember I'd have sleepovers when I was a little kid uh you know at friends houses and there were there's always those kids whose parents would drag you to church with them on Sunday and I remember it was so bizarre because someone like are you allowed to come with us is this okay like I'm not gonna catch fire you know it's like all right right this is fine and it was funny there's almost like this um like an overdoing of it you know and to be like no no we're okay with it you know like there's something to be okay with and it was just so bizarre some of the interactions I had um you know is there stuff here you can eat and you know all of that and so it was I guess what you're you know to what you're you're asking is sort of like yeah everyone assumes that you know Jewish people are a certain way and like they don't like you know Protestants or Christians or whatever and they eat weird and all this bizarre stuff that is completely foreign to me frankly you know I didn't even start learning about most of that until I was much older that's true it's true I think we've come a long way oh yeah in terms of acceptance of of differences and people being different um yeah Eddie tell us about your prom King experience at Deerfield High School so the prom King at Deerfield high school has traditionally been that number one jock sports athletic person with the number one female as far as most likely cheerleading and uh and so when I came up you know this is now the 80s and the population of the school was kind of tired of that so they wanted to change that perspective and so uh I did play on the football team but this was the first year that they decided that the candidates that were running for pom king and queen didn't have to be a couple like it was an individual male and in an individual female and so I got peer pressured into running for prom King uh not thinking anything of it I've never been political so I didn't I didn't I didn't campaign Girls run a little differently I guess but I didn't I didn't come yeah I didn't campaign you know campaign about it or anything so as as it went along you know I did hear that I was getting some votes and everything but when the event came up for the actual prom event I'm at the party I'm at the prom and I'm ready for the after party so I'm basically at the back of the cafeteria like at the door ready to leave and they have to announce this and so they actually announced the prom queen is my high school sweetheart and I'm just like wow okay that that's interesting but you know it still could be a different male uh that wins and she was a black female and she's a black she's a black female um and so I was like wow so they crowned her with the prom queen and everything and I'm still sitting there like wow it's going to take a little bit longer but let's get this over with and they say for the prom King they announced me as the prom King uh taken back taken by surprise and everything and I was like wow so I had to walk all the way from the back of the cafeteria up on the stage didn't get anything you know flowers or a crown or nothing but the interesting fact from all of that is the next day in the paper it's always printed on the front page of the newspaper that picture of Deerfield High School's Prime king and queen of the event and there was no picture of us there was just that title you know that that paragraph in the in the paper so they reported the story but they didn't post they did a picture they didn't post the picture they just put our names interesting and so uh my high school Sweetheart's parents was really upset they call it called the newspaper station and everything and it was a big protest about that because we were like wow it's kind of flooring yeah that that idea did they have an excuse and they cameras were broken yeah they came they came up with some excuse they didn't capture the event or anything but it was a Reclamation like that Friday of that week that our picture was put in the paper but it's buried probably in the middle of the newspaper so the protests worked it did work because they had to go back and re and restate and take the photo and put it in the paper but at that point it was a lost lost event and I'm thinking this is 1988 and it was still obvious but also shows yourself how some of those fears some of that unknown you know can really just kind of tarnish or torpedo otherwise awesome events opportunities inclusive moments yes we're going to continue the discussion and talking about differences we're going to take a quick break don't go away we'll be right back [Music] we all have a story to share stories others can relate to whether moments of sorrow or of Hope and inspiration whether a story of struggle or a moment of Victory every little moment captured and shared helps us to feel more informed helps us to feel more engaged with and connected to the community we all call home every little moment captured and shared adds up to something greater for us that something is the collective story of Naperville a city rich in its volunteer Spirit its diversity its traditions and celebrations and so much more in Naperville there are so many stories worth sharing and for the past 35 years it's been our honor to tell those stories and share them with you [Music] foreign this episode of Dana being Dana is brought to you in part by the now a massage Boutique [Music] welcome back to Dana B and Dina where we are talking about differences we talked about high school going into the break and college can be a game changer and an opportunity to start over or really be who you are what was that like within the context of our discussion so the transition from high school to college again I it was set up for success in that transition due to the fact uh being from again from the south side of Chicago and going to Deerfield High School I think the opportunities that it afforded me with culture with the culture and based everything on what I went through that transition and I transitioned to Arizona state with the population is a lot more but in the culture aspect of it it was still the same and so I was able to again transition easily more than some of my friends that grew up you know in Detroit Michigan again also being from Chicago and where they're in college and and as difficult as it is just being there but in blending in yeah and I think that gave me a leg up from my experiences that what I went through and what I came through uh being there and I actually excelled in that environment versus them and unfortunately some of them you know not finishing and having to go home just because they couldn't associate or blend in in that environment and where you voted from King of Arizona no not and out of theirs on the stage yeah but I have to imagine it's a similar story like you know for you because like in me when you go to college it's such a bigger Pond right and you know I for the first time there's a bunch of like Long Island Jews that showed up and I was like oh my God you know there's like a lot of uh other people that are exactly like this and I think it's just because there were so many more people around that it just stopped being as big of a deal College can really be a breath of fresh air um I coming from the North Shore I went to a historically black college Spelman College uh where I was one of instead of being the only black female I was one of 250 um black black women or 500 women and it was an incredible experience it can be very affirming and and empowering to just find that there are other people two things one more people who look like you um or more people who are just more accepting of you uh being in in a homogenous environment or Suburbia in many ways has so many benefits but it can also be um very limiting in terms of mindset and even sometimes even opportunities um so so College can be a great thing what about you two College was amazing I went to Western Illinois University and I would do it all over again I mean then it was thriving there were so many uh and the enrollment was so high you know now it's not as much but I mean I got to meet so many good people there I got to find people that were more like me um I got to do more things feel more alive kind of box out a little bit so it just felt like a whole new beginning for myself so my college was very different from my high school I went to a pretty small high school there were about um well it's small now like probably not when you went but um I went to high school about 400 people per class and so I really knew everybody and then I went to a commuter School in Portland Oregon it was a big Urban campus at Portland State University and it was very different it was kind of um you didn't really get to know people because it was a lot of uh you know part-time students so they're just you know that wasn't really um my experience you know my experience wasn't of having you know my social life or professional life revolve around college so um I worked part-time for most of my degree program had a lot of different experiences um and I guess that was where I started to see myself as a person of color like in high school I had always been told you know that I was a white person you know I think um you asked earlier about assumptions people make and I think a lot of people do assume that people from Latin America look a certain way um I guess especially in places where there's been a lot of immigration from a certain country you know people expect there to be a certain look so I think um on the East Coast people didn't really think that I was Latin and I certainly never talked about uh you know my my racial background because um I actually went to a selective High School where you had to take an admissions test and they had had to make some changes following some affirmative action lawsuits um before I was admitted so by the time I got there they had tried to tweak the process a few different ways and there just weren't that many diverse Latin or black students in my class so when people found out that I was Latin they would think that I had somehow tried to game the system and getting in there or played the race card so it was something you know that I didn't really Embrace in high school and um growing up in the DC area which is very Cosmopolitan a lot like Chicago you know where people where there's like a range of how people look you know you don't experience day-to-day racism in the same way but when I moved to Oregon which has like a long history of um because you know what I would call structural racism you know actually pushing uh bulldozing black neighborhoods through over in renewal you know when I got into that environment like there was a lot less diversity in the like people that you saw there so I do think that people knew that I was a person of color and I think you know part of that um I wish that Michael's wife were here today because it's my thought I probably got her sick yeah because uh she Michael is married to a Native American woman and that was my first time being in college meeting native people and um you know the people that I met these are people who on the East Coast are in a big city you might think we're white but when you get into a homogeneous place it becomes clear when someone's different when I was younger my hair was it was curlier I hadn't dyed it blonde so I didn't fit in like visually it to the to the look of these P you know people who lived in and were from the Pacific Northwest so I do think that I experienced like socially you know people could tell that I wasn't from there that I didn't fit in or that I was different so that was kind of where I started to identify more as a person of color and I think that I started to have some Consciousness around that as an identity whereas before I was like discouraged or like you know from identifying with that because I didn't feel that I'd personally experienced any racism or you know I felt that I would have negative social consequences for being seen as like race faking or you know playing up you know my Latin background where it didn't really exist even though it did you know I grew up speaking Portuguese uh with my parents and um my family so you know I learned Spanish and English at the same time in school but used Spanish a lot more in my day-to-day life so I want to talk about um the adult experience because we've talked about high school we've talked about college as an adult what experiences have had the most influence on you today I think a lot of the experiences that we've had you know being different um living in that particularly in our formative years of being teens and in college have really had an influence as as to not only who we are today but also how we relate to others um and our compassion you know for one another how have your experiences influenced who you are I'm actually going to answer for my wife in absentia yes it's so hilarious to me she gets all the time what are you yep and I'm just like who asks that you know everyone's like Egyptian Greek like no one can figure it out but like I can't imagine being asked that question as like a grown person um and my daughter looks the poor kid like me and in school she gets the same stuff you're dealing with so I can only imagine when she gets grown up she can have similar experiences yeah I mean and for me you know it was always sort of the The Counter Culture thing that you know I always was trying to be different you know sort of to highlight things and that's how I am now my professional life you know that and I'm like the anti-jew when it comes to have the tattoos all over the place and I you know love bacon and but I still hold it very strongly as part of my identity and Heritage right and um it's not mutually exclusive but I think a lot of that came from being so proud of it growing up because I was surrounded by people who you know weren't accustomed to it and that feeling of being different I think is is really something that came out of it I am surprised to hear you say that about people not asking you what are you because I have a friend who's um who she looks really really Eastern European and she gets it all the time maybe people don't do it to you because you're a guy but it's entirely important everyone assumes white man well I think that's because he's an X-Men but she has she has like a more obviously like Eastern European name too like I think Captain is a little more like people wonder what that is I got a lot of questions about what kind of name is that and I know they're thinking Jew or not a Jew um but no I do get what my name is but no one ever asks my ethnicity because they're always just like these are their Anglo-Saxon or Eastern European like those are really the only options um but yeah my my poor kids like one of my my sons looks like my wife and then my daughter looks like me and then the one in the middle or the youngest rather just looks like a mix so he's gonna have fun time too so now that I'm wearing a ring I always get asked you know oh where's your wife or your fiance and you know I tell them like I have a fiance and I'm getting married to him in December in Costa Rica which we're very excited about but um I get that all the time and then people are shocked when they hear that it's a male and not a female yeah they don't know how to really react with it because they feel uncomfortable and I'm like it's okay you know like this is who I am this is what I want to be and be with and I'm very happy and that's what matters yeah do you think that because I I think there's a lot of people out there who spend a lifetime trying to assimilate fit in right um you know and I think that started in as kids do you feel because in some ways you know you may obviously be different right you're holding hands with your fiance your skin color you know sometimes we look different and not always but do you think that it has created um a certain level of confidence and comfort you know where you might have felt you know either anxious or alone growing up but uh people tell me all the time you seem so confident in all these things but I've always been alone right I've always been different and so being used to that as an adult um do you think that has been shaped by by your experiences oh 100 when Cody and I first started dating we did I didn't want to hold his hand I thought everybody was looking at me and judging me and everything like that and then I just grew to accept it and love it and now it doesn't bother me at all yeah which is so liberating I think it's I think it's great you know and and part of this episode you know what I want to get across to people is to be confident in who you are and and love yourself and be okay with that because I think there's so many societal pressures to to try to be different or to resent or hide or act differently than who you really are I'm gonna ask you a question did you feel different or out of place at Spelman no um it's funny because it's kind of the opposite I think everybody comes to to Spelman in particular I call it the Superstar syndrome where everybody was prom queen and valedictorian and highly successful it felt nice to be in a place where I was not the only but um the assumption is that everybody's the same but you have people who are from International students so being black doesn't just mean black American you know black can be from everywhere from all over the world you know South America everywhere and so it's it was a tremendous experience but I I found myself becoming much more confident in who I was um and not feeling different um which I thought which I thought was great yeah that's my biggest I wanted to go to Spelman my mother said that I wouldn't fit in because I wasn't um you know I didn't have to look yeah we had we have students of all shades I know I wish I had her I wish I had such a wonderful experience that you had yeah to that note um can I ask you a question what advice would you give to the younger version of you that is watching this episode and feels very much alone my advice yourself is stay the course because you turn out awesome and that's only kind of a joke but what I do mean by that is it's lonely right and I often wondered like is it is it worth it you know being this much of a jerk about it because the fact the matter was like I get defensive you know and um you know you feel very alone and you know you're getting scraps and whatnot as a kid and um but it it kind of helped me be who I am right and you own it and be proud of it and things work out who influenced me the most and how I was influenced was from my grandfather not realizing and I didn't I didn't I would tell the younger me to tell that story to allow people to know who I am but a lot of people didn't know this is 1970 and my grandfather was a butler you know working for a wealthy family that lived in Winnetka happens to be the family who owns Sara Lee and that's how we end up my grandparents ended up living in Highland Park and my grandmother was the maid and the and the cook you know for them and so to to tell that story because my grandfather was a hard worker he was resilient and that's where I get my uh challenge you know in order to overcome the challenges and be resilient that's where I get that from and um because I wouldn't be the person that I am today if I wouldn't have had that opportunity to do that transition and move out there to understand different cultures and in order to go to college and look back over my life now football didn't work out I played in high school went out to play at Arizona state was able to walk on but when that didn't work out the money wasn't there so went and joined the army and that started my Army Career so again it ebbed and flows and those challenges but it all stemmed from that structure and the stability I had with my grandfather and I'm getting provided that opportunity to where I am today so I would tell that story which I did haven't but in order to get that out yeah if I was to talk to my younger self I would say you know just be truthful to who you are don't be shy to be and show your true colors because honestly it's a weight lifted off your shoulders and you don't have to worry or be concerned anymore you just live your life and be happy and that's what really matters I love it I love it yeah I do wish I had had more Pride when I was younger I do feel like a lot of the things um that I've done you know I kind of wish I had claimed them you know like as someone who was newer to the US who has immigrant parents um you know I feel like um I I wish I felt more comfortable being being proud of who I am like spending more time in ethnic spaces where I might have had more support like I wish I had joined Affinity groups in high school I wish I would have uh pushed harder against my parents when they thought I shouldn't go to an HBCU I just you know I wish I had like sought out that community in those kinds of spaces earlier yeah the experiences in our lives both good and bad have helped to shape the adults we are today when it comes to others it is important to know that everything is not always what it seems or more importantly what you assume it to be may we all be thankful for the ways in which our lives have been enriched and may we all be affirmed in our ability to overcome those obstacles that have made us stronger thank you to my guests for joining me today and for sharing your stories special thanks to the now Massage Naperville for the work you do in our community to promote self-care and self-love hopefully you've been entertained if not encouraged or inspired I do not promise to be an expert nor do I have all the answers I'm just Dana being Dana see you next time [Music] foreign [Music] 00:00:09.770 --> 00:00:12.169 align:start position:0% 00:00:12.169 --> 00:00:14.930 align:start position:0% 00:00:14.930 --> 00:00:17.190 align:start position:0% 00:00:17.190 --> 00:00:17.200 align:start position:0% 00:00:17.200 --> 00:00:25.189 align:start position:0% 00:00:25.189 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